"This is who I really am, inside."
"I will never be the woman with the perfect hair, who can wear white and not spill something on it."
Hmm.
I say you would do the same for me. I guess not.
“now you’re just somebody that I used to know…”
Fat fat fat.
Feeling really down about my weight right now. Desperately need to lose weight for my health but I dont know where to start…im too ashamed to ask for help and support.
It’s not as simple as eating less. Food makes me happy and I don’t get enjoyment out of anything else really. It’s my emotional crutch and if I stop eating …what have I got left in my life?
Mega in need of help.
Having a bad day today. Feeling inexplicably emotional day - of course this has absolutely nothing to do with the fact I get to leave the hell hole that is Primark for good! Yay!
I keep having mini panic attacks about the future…what happens if my sisters, friends and people around me all find love…marriage…kids etc, and im left behind? Stuck being the lonely, single and fat person who everyone feels sorry for.
Even the ugliest and nastiest people find love…so when will it be my turn?
Enough of that. I have a weekend of partying, a week at centreparcs followed by another weekend of alcohol to put all my energy into. :)
They have a lifesize one of these in Forbidden Planet two doors down from my (soon to be old) workplace. Scared the shit out of me and still gives me nightmares!
(Source: rebel-shit, via matchboxcars)
Anonymous asked: Have you sorted out things with your friend now? I was in that situation once - I had a rant about my friend who had annoyed me at the time and she found it a few weeks later - and its hard to sort things out! I hope you did though :)
Hey…so sorry i only just got your message. After a while we did sort it out, it took time and a bit of talking it over - but i think ultimately she understood that i was ranting and it was months and months after the incident. Never for one minute thought she would read it…or in actual fact i thought she had already read it…hence me being so surprised when it kicked off again. It’s her birthday this week, so hopefully she will be out for a drink or three on Friday!
Thanks for asking though :)
Or, in my case you do have the guts…and they dont respond.
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